so you said there is nothing special between us?

Henny Chrysant Ansharie

It's very interesting statement. Let me remind you about all the messages we sent each other, includes all the cheesy thing about saying "buona notte or buon giorno". Well, okay it's not that special, what about sms that you sent me when you felt bored waiting for your departure in airport. Did you send to other girl too? And what about the painting you made and gave it to me? Did you give to other girl too? or the souvenir from your country crafted Mother Theresa, just after I mentioned once (only once) about it. Did you also give the same souvenir  to ur other female friend, if yes, what a coincident what she likes and what I like, and how thoughtful you are buying that such thing. Ohh, and the chocolate... well it was okay, but compare to my Lindt chocolate, i think... it was nothing special.. well thanks anyway!

so you said there is nothing special between us, thus i packed all the things from you, in a box, or maybe just throw it in my garbage can. That  stuff you gave me is beautiful anyway, but since you said nothing special about us, I should have kept it somewhere away from me. I can buy it someday when i travel to your country... and also the painting you made, I was thinking to tear it in two but I am not that rude, and I have deleted all your messages along your number. And you want us to be in a distant,  I am more a traveler than you are, I think you know. And you think I am a big kid, well at least I don't need somebody to tell about what I am thinking. Why should you need somebody to be your messenger only to say that there is nothing special between us? And if you somehow knew what I did, it's simply because what you said about me, and what you want, and I am the one will help you to have what you want.

Yes, realizing being not special is hurt, and also knowing how you wanna have a distant, but let me do it.  Maybe this is the last thing I could do as a person who used to be closed to you (once).

So, Ok I am done, don't feel too cocky about that I love you, I am supposed to be cocky about that, because I have my face to talk about it directly to you. And I am not lying to myself. Beside I am not such a person who changing thoughts easily. Saying this thing today and saying totally different at the other day. So, good luck for your life and I will let you know there is absolutely no way for you to make me feel even worse!!